Caroline it feels so wrong to 'clap' for this but I wanted to send my love and support and this electronic mechanism is all I have. I am so so sorry to hear that he passed. Words can't really offer much solace at this time but please know that your words have helped others and made connections that we cherish. Write for yourself and then come back to it when you're ready to share, editing the raw emotions might indeed be too much to ask of yourself today. All my love. A.x